A Short Story From A Dance Party

In a dance party.
I saw you from a distance.
You were dancing with all your soul
With your spirit and of course this is your passion.
Then, you were dancing with another guy.
But you weren't focus with your dance
Because of me
Because you saw me that always saw you
You were wondering me and maybe at that same time you asked to your heart "why that guy saw me from a distance?"
And because you were wondering me
You decided to approach me
Once, you invited me to join
Once, you talk everything a lot to me
And once, you leave me without any reason and continue dancing with another friends.

When you didn't have any friend to dance together, I was always here to accompany you.
When you didn't have any friend to talk everything, I was always here to accompany you.
When you feel confused and sad, I was always here to give you an advice.
When you feel happy what you get, I was always here to remind you to thank to the God.
I was always here for you.
Then, with my brave I decided to call you while you dance and ask to you "can I be your friend now?"
Then you answer "no, you can't. Only me that I know that reason why you can't be my friend"
Okay, after I heard what you said. I accepted all your answer. It's your right to decide it.
Although I can't be your friend, I was always did what I did before for you. Loyal to you.
After very very long time you were dancing alone or once with your friends in a party.
I still waiting for you. Waiting for you for a long long time.
Finally you know me each other so well. You feel comfort what I did to you. And you feel comfort to me.
I feel the same. I feel it too.
Because of it, with my brave, I decided to ask the same question to you "can I be your friend? I did everything to you. And I know you are comfort near me"
Then, I see your face was changing. And wonder to me and maybe you ask to your heart "why suddenly you ask the same question to me? I don't want to talk about it right now."
And then, you answer the same "you can't be my friend, only me and God know what the reason"
After I heard your answer, I feel tired to always wait you that never come to me like water and oil that never unite.
So I decided to stop it.
Stop to see you from a distance.
Stop to watch everything you did.
And stop to always here and wait you in a dance party.
I never feel sad if you never want me to be your friend.
But I feel sad if I stop to struggle for you to be my friend and leave the dance party without you.
Actually, I lied to my self that I want to stop all what I did to you.
If I have more patient and never feel tired, of course I will wait you till the end of the party but I don't want let all of me feel pain and sad minute by minute in a dance party.
And then I leave a dance party and move to another place that will make my future bright and success.
But, since I leave you in a dance party, I never know what was you thinking about me and what was your feeling to me.
"Only you and God may know it."
Say goodbye was a good choice for me and you.
I am just an ordinary person who has the patience limit. Not a superman that can do everything.
So, "Goodbye, see you in another time!".

3AM, 22 Jan 2014.